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Age: 17
School: Anglo-Chinese Junior College
Birthday: 25th June 1988
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Sunday, August 22, 2004
i'm so tired.
i'm tired of studying. tired of going to school. tired of getting scolded by teachers. tired of doing homework. i'm tired of living this life. why must our society force us to live like this? i read my earlier blog entries...and i notice a great difference between them and the current ones. my old ones remind me of a time when i was happy, when i lived my life the way i wanted to live it. everyone should be able to do that within reason. i wanna live my life the way i want to. sounds so whiney...but i guess i'm just sick and tired of studying all the time. haiz. i try to be cheerful. i try to be happy in school. but sometimes its just so hard.
=(
i'm tired of studying. tired of going to school. tired of getting scolded by teachers. tired of doing homework. i'm tired of living this life. why must our society force us to live like this? i read my earlier blog entries...and i notice a great difference between them and the current ones. my old ones remind me of a time when i was happy, when i lived my life the way i wanted to live it. everyone should be able to do that within reason. i wanna live my life the way i want to. sounds so whiney...but i guess i'm just sick and tired of studying all the time. haiz. i try to be cheerful. i try to be happy in school. but sometimes its just so hard.
=(
Sunday, August 15, 2004
when i look at the coming exams, i don't think study study study or i won't get to the JC i want. i have never thought that about any exam. i think about how that in a few months time, all the great friends i've made in RI are all going to go our separate ways. i hope we'll all keep in touch, but i'll probably lose contact with a few. the same way i lost contact with some of my primary school friends when we came to secondary school. rayner, daniel tan, boon...
i hope most of us will go to the same JC...but no matter what...i'll probably lose contact with a few because we'll be in different faculties anyway. all the people who have shared experiences with me...all the people who have been there for me when i need a laugh...have fun. people were right when they said that secondary school is where you'll make your best friends in life. i never want to graduate. if i could relive secondary school over and over again with all my friends...i would do so. but i suppose i'll have to make the best of a bad situation, and study hard so that at least if most of my friends go to RJC, i'll be able to follow them there rather than be cast out into another JC where i noe only 1 or 2 people who i don't really hang out with and try to make friends with people who already have their own special group. i never want to be a loner. life is so much more interesting with friends.
sad =(
i hope most of us will go to the same JC...but no matter what...i'll probably lose contact with a few because we'll be in different faculties anyway. all the people who have shared experiences with me...all the people who have been there for me when i need a laugh...have fun. people were right when they said that secondary school is where you'll make your best friends in life. i never want to graduate. if i could relive secondary school over and over again with all my friends...i would do so. but i suppose i'll have to make the best of a bad situation, and study hard so that at least if most of my friends go to RJC, i'll be able to follow them there rather than be cast out into another JC where i noe only 1 or 2 people who i don't really hang out with and try to make friends with people who already have their own special group. i never want to be a loner. life is so much more interesting with friends.
sad =(
Saturday, August 14, 2004
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Wednesday, August 11, 2004
i used to wake up looking forward to going to sch. no more. school is dumb, stupid and idiotic. the only reason why i still spend time there is to hang out with my crazy bunch of friends. the pressure on us is increasing and increasing. i dun remember it being this bad during our PSLE year. -.- school used to be fun. lessons were fun. the teachers were fun. no more. our stupid society that places so much emphasis on marks and results and so little on character is screwing up everything i once had. fuckit
Sunday, August 08, 2004
studying sux. no matter how much ppl try to convince me its for my own good and how i should think abt my future and how without good results i'll nvr go anywhere...studying still sux. sadly, i'm not required to like it, i'm just required to do it. life isn't about learning stuff from a book and memorizing it and knowing tons of stuff and being able to answer every question in the world. life is about having fun, being relaxed, and most of all being happy. studying doesn't fulfill any of those requirements. i know there are ppl out there who think studying is fun. thats your opinion. this is my blog for me to post my opinion. and my opinion is that studying sux. i just hope that i'm not putting in all this effort for nothing. to spend my days studying and doing work...and den to end up with nothing to show for it at all. i hope that never happens. i hope that whatever i put in effort for won't flop on me. but knowing myself...it probably will. i guess that this is just the way this stupid fucked up world is.
Thursday, August 05, 2004
haiz sian. studying and studying gets VERY boring. i have no idea what i wanna do tmr on national day celebrations. ppl say village sux...so i dunno if we're gonna watch a movie or play LAN or something. the saddest thing would be if i just went home straight to play com or study. =( got a sore throat and a headache...probably gonna eat panadol and slp or something
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
sian. got back my CT report card. i have no idea how i'm gonna convince my parents to sign that piece of rubbish. =( my marks are absolute rubbish...and i'm gonna go through another session of "why din u study harder in the holidaes". life is getting boring...its just studying and more studying. and D2 of course =/
no mood to blog now because i just finished running my paladin to lvl 20 with waileong...going to sleep or something.
no mood to blog now because i just finished running my paladin to lvl 20 with waileong...going to sleep or something.
Sunday, August 01, 2004
that was very scary dario. i din noe anyone even reads this blog animore. note to self...will not post stupid and embarrassing stuff. =) happy birthday to yabbie and my dad...who share the same birthday. mm...wad else. ah yes. reminder to self. STUDY HARDER THE PRELIMS ARE COMING. i feel so slack and then everyone around me is working so hard or at least giving me the impression of working hard...haiz. i feel stupid, dumb and lazy. i'm probably going to screw up my prelims and O's, and i'll be buried under a divulge of "i told you to study harder" from my parents, and just screw up any future i ever had other than being a gamer. and i'm not even a very good gamer, just average =( haiz.
note to edmond : i have a razorswitch jo staff, in case u din see the two tag messages i posted on ur blog.
note to edmond : i have a razorswitch jo staff, in case u din see the two tag messages i posted on ur blog.