prelims are here. i can't really blog nowadaes due to the restrictions which my parents have placed on the com. its okay...i have nothing really much to blog about. my social life which was pitiful to begin with has died out completely. i have no net life...and basically all i do is stone at home studying or reading books. utter nerd right? and whenever i go out with my frens at school...i get this feeling that they don't really want me there...like i'm an outcast and they only tolerate me because they don't have it in their hearts to chase me away. i'm a failure at everything i do...and now i feel like even my friends have abandoned me. whats the point of living this kind of life. i'm scared. i'm afraid. i've never felt so alone in my life before.