Let the games begin

nobody ever reads this blog anymore. which is good i guess...because all the embarrassing stuff that i may put down here just to get off my mind won't get read. =) prelims are over...O's are in one week, and i still think i'm not sufficiently prepared. i'm just not in the mood to study anymore. i finally understand why ppl talk about peaking too early and going on a downhill ride from then on. and i have no idea whether i want to go to RJC or not. granted, there are many advantages, like being close by, and being a good school, and so on and so forth. but its just gonna be the same ppl doing everything again while everyone else just stones. i don't know if i wanna go through all that again. it'll be kinda boring if i just had to live my life the same way over and over again. the only things i'd regret abt not going to RJC would be having to wake up early, reach home late, and leave all my friends who are going to RJC behind. that seems kinda contradictory. i don't wanna live my life the same way all the time, but i regret leaving my old friends behind. =( oh well. no one ever said the world had to make sense. and even if someone did, the world doesn't. and i probably won't have this problem after the first 3 months because i will totally die for O's and have no choice whatsoever in what JC i'm going to. i suppose thats comforting. i really wanna take part in WCG next year too...but i can't find a team for CS and i'm just too lousy at warcraft. well...lets hope clan RI pans out =/ GO DARIO =p
oh yes...and for all gamers and delinquents and anyone else...we have a forum =) clanri.forumer.com go register =)

pehpeh at 11:56 PM

Sunday, October 03, 2004

hm. i haven blogged for a very long time. update on my life. i have 9 pts for prelims. i'm overjoyed and kinda sad at the same time. overjoyed because 9 pts is amazing considering i slacked for more than 3 yrs of my life in RI ( which i don't regret incidentally ) and that i have a chance of going to RJC science. i'm sad because most of my frens weren't able to get sub-10 for their prelims so they are nowhere as cheerful as they were b4. u can see so many of our conversations turn to prelims for no reason, and whether they'll mod the subjects...and ppl just sit there and worry and worry and worry. i'm not saying i wouldn't do that...but i'm quite sure that it wouldn't really last that long for me. i'd probably worry abt it for only 1 or 2 days den forget abt it since the whole thing is out of my hands anyway and just start studying for O's. to all my frens out there, cheer up pls =) L1R5 isn't going to break our friendship apart. i hope not. because one of the dumbest things anyone can sacrifice for is grades. is your childhood worth sacrificing for grades? are your friends worth sacrificing for grades? the only thing i would ever sacrifice for my grades is my computer time. because i spend wayyyy too much time in front of it anyway. radiation tan coming soon =/ i just hope that whatever JC i go to, i'll be able to find most of my friends in them. JC wouldn't be an enjoyable experience if i like went to RJC but found that only me and some other guy who i barely know are in the same class...and the rest are strangers. friendship takes time to build, and in JC i doubt i'll be able to devote the same amount of time to building friendships as i have in secondary school. you only get one shot at life...so enjoy it as much as you can. don't spend your time worrying about grades, about schoolwork, about being scolded by teachers. after all, once you leave the school...its all going to be left behind...except perhaps for grades. but seriously, and friend who chooses to judge you on your L1R5 in my opinion isn't really much of a friend.

and dings, this is a reminder to me to pay you 50 dollars for grad dinner =/

pehpeh at 1:48 AM