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Age: 17
School: Anglo-Chinese Junior College
Birthday: 25th June 1988
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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
xiao hai bu ben 2 is one of the absolutely most touching movies i have ever ever watched. sigh. i can look at the characters and see parts of my life being acted out. like the arguments with parents, storming out of rooms etc..i feel like i can easily be any one of those kids in the movie. and i dont have any reason to be. my parents love me, they spend time with me, they provide me with almost anything i want. and it just made me feel damn guilty about the fact that i dont appreciate them enough and that there are just so many more people out there who arent as lucky as i am to have such great parents.
and as the show went on it got more and more touching. like the part where the weird auntie is scolding the boy for not appreciating what his father has done for him, and listing all the things like eating less to get him tuition, buying him a new school bag (even though it sucked), going to every secondary school to plead for his son and hand-writing 160+ letters to each school. i can completely imagine my father doing that for me. and it just made me cry to think that he is willing to do so much for me and that i in return do almost nothing for him. yes, i did cry, and im not ashamed of it.
i think we all know intellectually that our parents love us, yet i think only a limited few of us know it in our hearts. and i dont think im one of those people, i quarrel with my parents way too much. and its not like i have much reason to.
unlike the parents of the children in the show, my parents are great. they try their best to spend time with me and understand me, but im the one shutting myself away from them by gluing myself to my computer and ignoring them. they are very lenient with me, but im the one taking it for granted and complaining and getting angry when they try to make me do something even though they've been very reasonable and they asked nicely. they dont expect me to turn out perfect academic results, in fact they always encourage me when i dont do well, but im the one not responding and neglecting my studies and constantly disappointing them.
im such a useless son. sigh. ok im stopping here im almost in tears again
and as the show went on it got more and more touching. like the part where the weird auntie is scolding the boy for not appreciating what his father has done for him, and listing all the things like eating less to get him tuition, buying him a new school bag (even though it sucked), going to every secondary school to plead for his son and hand-writing 160+ letters to each school. i can completely imagine my father doing that for me. and it just made me cry to think that he is willing to do so much for me and that i in return do almost nothing for him. yes, i did cry, and im not ashamed of it.
i think we all know intellectually that our parents love us, yet i think only a limited few of us know it in our hearts. and i dont think im one of those people, i quarrel with my parents way too much. and its not like i have much reason to.
unlike the parents of the children in the show, my parents are great. they try their best to spend time with me and understand me, but im the one shutting myself away from them by gluing myself to my computer and ignoring them. they are very lenient with me, but im the one taking it for granted and complaining and getting angry when they try to make me do something even though they've been very reasonable and they asked nicely. they dont expect me to turn out perfect academic results, in fact they always encourage me when i dont do well, but im the one not responding and neglecting my studies and constantly disappointing them.
im such a useless son. sigh. ok im stopping here im almost in tears again
Sunday, January 29, 2006
China's policy
You give back hostages, or we kill all muslim.
What we care you nuke us? We have billion more people.
We stop birth restriction, we make billion more. Three day.
Stop flooding our markets with cheap goods, or we stop selling you soybeans. We stop birth restriction! Fuck. OK, OK! You can have the damned soybeans!
You give us code, or we flood world with chinese!
All your shirt shrink up like penis in arctic.
You never get decent haircut. You explain to women why no manicure.
We own you like Hong Kong.
Saturday, January 28, 2006
sigh...sick over cny =(
Saturday, January 21, 2006
Thursday, January 19, 2006
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
ouch. the op was terrifying. makes me wonder if i should go for the final one at the end of this year. basically he spent some time cleaning up all my teeth, den dabbed some weird acidic thing onto the gums that were going to have the screws inserted, left it there for a few mins, cleaned it off, took a drill and saline and basically drilled a small hole into the gum area while injecting saline onto it. all this under anesthesia of course. then after that, he took a screw which was fitted onto this modified screwdriver, and just poked the end of it into my gum and screwed the screw in. so now i have two 1-cm long screws inserted horizontally through two of my gums. i cant talk properly without mumbling because it hurts so much and i cant eat anything again. -.-
Monday, January 16, 2006
What does your handwriting say about YOU?
The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present.
You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody!
You are self-confident and like to bring attention to yourself.
Friday, January 13, 2006
 | You scored as El Zorro. Zorro is the bane of the corrupt officials of Old California, a Spanish Robin Hood, a cavalier caballero who robs from the rich, gives to the poor, and always leaves his trademark "Z" behind as a reminder that when the people need him, he will always appear on his black stallion.
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Friday, January 06, 2006
Bitter are the tears of a child: Sweeten them.
Deep are the thoughts of a child: Quiet them.
Sharp is the grief of a child: Take it from him.
Soft is the heart of a child: Do not harden it.
this poem touched me for some reason as yet unknown to me
Deep are the thoughts of a child: Quiet them.
Sharp is the grief of a child: Take it from him.
Soft is the heart of a child: Do not harden it.
this poem touched me for some reason as yet unknown to me
Monday, January 02, 2006
new year, new template.
i'm not going to do one of those recaps of 2005 where i gush over all the wonderful things that happened and all my wonderful friends and how much i love them all and how much i hope that this year will be even more wonderful then the last. my friends know who they are, they know the wonderful stuff that has happened and all the fun times we had, and i dont see a need to recap it for total strangers. i'm in kind of a bad mood now so this is probably not the best time for me to be blogging and so forgive me if my entry sounds a little hostile. and about the hoping that this year will be even better then the last, i think its a little pointless. if every year we made the same wish, and every year it came true, why are old people complaining so much? they should be living completely perfect lives in complete perfect comfort. cynical yes, realistic yes. this year will probably have its ups and downs just like last, and all i can do is make my resolutions and hope i fulfill them and in so doing have more ups this year then downs.
new year resolutions :
1) to work myself to my limit for my A's, i doubt i've ever really even come close to using half of my studying capability so this year lets try to use it all
2) to spend my time better, last year i kind of wasted my time on alot of stupid things, and this year hopefully i know better
i shall not be overly ambitious. two is fine.
and going to countdown @ boonlay was fun! even though the countdown events were lousy we still had fun =D and klarissa teh and whoever else has photos send them to me thx
i'm not going to do one of those recaps of 2005 where i gush over all the wonderful things that happened and all my wonderful friends and how much i love them all and how much i hope that this year will be even more wonderful then the last. my friends know who they are, they know the wonderful stuff that has happened and all the fun times we had, and i dont see a need to recap it for total strangers. i'm in kind of a bad mood now so this is probably not the best time for me to be blogging and so forgive me if my entry sounds a little hostile. and about the hoping that this year will be even better then the last, i think its a little pointless. if every year we made the same wish, and every year it came true, why are old people complaining so much? they should be living completely perfect lives in complete perfect comfort. cynical yes, realistic yes. this year will probably have its ups and downs just like last, and all i can do is make my resolutions and hope i fulfill them and in so doing have more ups this year then downs.
new year resolutions :
1) to work myself to my limit for my A's, i doubt i've ever really even come close to using half of my studying capability so this year lets try to use it all
2) to spend my time better, last year i kind of wasted my time on alot of stupid things, and this year hopefully i know better
i shall not be overly ambitious. two is fine.
and going to countdown @ boonlay was fun! even though the countdown events were lousy we still had fun =D and klarissa teh and whoever else has photos send them to me thx