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Age: 17 School: Anglo-Chinese Junior College Birthday: 25th June 1988
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Monday, March 28, 2005 my appeal failed again. ohwells....i think this may actually work out better for me in terms of my future...i don't really like arts that much and i really prefer science and this way i may actually get the course that i want in university. here's a shoutout to all my friends i've made in rjc, even if most of them won't read it, if i missed out any u can tell me and i'll write u in toooo x'phyre : you guys rock! and even though i don't know the new person that well...i think her name is sinhui...she rocks too because she's part of our og lols =) anyway we better meet up again sometime sooooon i'll really miss u guys =) 1S06J : didn't stay long with u ppls but i think you all were a great class to be with and i was really sad when i had to change class...must keep in touch oks =) 1s06D : lol i remember i was really sad when i had to change to this class but i didn't regret it after the first few days because u guys rock toooooo =) i really had fun at the class outings and ponning lectures and sleeping through tutorials and you guys rock on! =D RJ soccer : this bunch of people i'll miss the most. at least i can come back to rj to meet up with friends and stuff...but i'll never train with RJ soccer again. that makes me really really sad. you guys are a great bunch of people and i'm sorry i didn't get to know all of u guys even better before leaving. all the best for nationals and have fun =) ahhh i don't want to continue liaos...this is just making me sad that i'm leaving RJ...will continue another time =( Saturday, March 26, 2005
What number are you? this seems wrong too lol i don't feel multi-talented or anything like that and success is definitely not easy for me
i think this is wrong though lol i highly doubt that i have a soothing effect on people Friday, March 25, 2005
Thursday, March 24, 2005 i'm in acjc. i suppose its not that bad after all...i think its just the basic human instinct to tell us that change is bad...especially when one situation is working fine for you already and it gets changed. just the human survival instinct telling us that anything that makes a previously safe situation into one with unknowns and other variables has to be bad. anyway i hope i'm over the disappointment already. i'll miss rjc alott....but i guess i should try and make the best of my next two years in acjc. i'll really miss all the friends i made...especially the whole soccer team. i'll miss all of you =( i'll miss my og...1s06D and 1s06J and all the other random friends i made in rjc. i suppose thats a disadvantage to making friends...u'll feel really bad when the time comes to leave them behind and move on with your life... maybe i'll become an anti-social retard after this......maybe this is why people become anti-social in the first place...when they get hurt emotionally so many times that they refuse to let the possibility of it happen again and just withdraw into an emotional shell where no one can hurt them anymore. haiz. i just think that the whole 3 months thing can be handled much better...to dump you in a school for the first 3 months and demand that u bond with them and everything and after u actually manage to do that they kick you off to another school where you have to do it all over again...maybe i'm the only one...but i think this is a damn retarded system and changes should be made to it but its not my decision anyway so i'll just have to live with it. all the regrets i had in the previous posts when i was worrying about the o level results have come flooding back. people try and cheer me up. i appreciate their efforts. i really do. but the regrets will stay with me for the rest of my life...no matter how much i try. oh yeah happy birthday dings...i forgot about it completely sorry...and i didn't get u anything either. i think its a sign of how bad a friend i am...that i place my own selfish worries over my friends. ohwells....and congratulations on getting back into rjc Sunday, March 13, 2005
o.0 01. name: Randy Peh 02. hobbies: soccer, com gaming, stoning, going out 03. gender: Male 04. age: 16+ 05. date of birth: 25/6/88 06. horoscope: Cancer 07. school: RJC. 08. address: bishan 09. email add: randy_peh@hotmail.com 10. eye colour: black 11. hair: yes 12. hair colour: brown/black 13. right or left handed: i have two hands. 14. marital status: single 15. siblings: 1 16. last 4 digits of ur no.: 3912 17. when's ur bedtime: hahahahaha. 18. do u have a car: no 19. what type of car do you want: er...no particular preference...not too ugly and works will do ---------------------- *have u* 21. tried smoking: no 22. drink alc0h0l: yeah.. 23. been hurt emotionally: yeah... 24. Keep a secret from anyone?: yeah... 25. been on stage?: yeah... ---------------------- *favourites* 26. colour: blue/white 27. food: anything i guess lol. nothing spicy 28. drinks: soft drinks 29. number(s): 22 30. disney: disney just roxors 31. sports: Soccer/comgaming 32. song : plenty 33. movie: plenty 34. subject: physics? 35. friend: my friends all roxors ---------------------- *right now* 36. wearing now: class jersey and some random shorts 37. hairstyle: my hair has never been styled. i have no idea how to use a comb let alone gel 38. looking at: monitor -.- 39. thinking of: how to answer this question 40. listening to: be the girl ---------------------- *do u believe in* 41. love?: yeah.. 42. faith: yeah.. 43. urself: i believe firmly that i am lousy 44. ghosts: yeah... 45. angels : mmhmm ---------- *in the last 24hrs* 46. worn jeans: no. 47. cleaned ur rooms: hahahahaha 48. cried: no. 49. met someone new: yeah. 50. last person i talk to on the phone: sinchi ---------------------- *love life* 51. do u have a gf/bf now: i wish =p 52. have a secret admirer: if i knew it wouldn't be a secret admirer so this question is retarded 53. do u wanna get married?: yeah 54. do u plan on having kids?: yeah 55. how old u wanna be when u get married?: age doesn't matter as long as its the correct person =) 56. how old u wanna be when u haf ur first child: age doesn't matter lol 57. how many kids do u want: as many as i can afford =) 58. would u have kids before marriage: nope 59. do u haf a crush: ;) ---------------------- *either one* 60. pink or black: black 61. kiss or hug: kiss 62. summer or winter: Winter 63. sunny or rainy: sunny 64. chocolate or vanilla: vanilla 65. hanging out or chilling:hanging out 66. music or tv: both 67. night or day: night 68. guys or girls: both 69. slpin or eatin: sleeping 70. love or lust: love 71. silver or gold: Silver 72. sunset or sunrise: both 73. phone or in person: person 74. diamond or pearl: i would not object to both lol but i guess diamond ------------- *The person u know who is...* 75. the most u Love: family and friends 76. most understanding : i think all my friends try to be very understanding 77. cheerful: all of my friends =D Tuesday, March 08, 2005 zz. fell sick today. the staying up late eating irregularly etc finally caught up after 2 months and resulted in a grand total of a sore throat, mild fever, stomach cramp and headache. went to see a doctor who told me that if i don't take care i might get a stomach ulcer. refuse to believe doctor. especially since he has told me this before. but i think i shall start taking care of my body better. haiz. mood hasn't changed from previous posts. i still feel ultra lonely and rejected and sad. wonder why this mood hasn't gone away. hope it isn't here to stay. to xt : lol nothing happened lah... to sinchi : i don't know maybe she doesn't exist do i look remotely capable of getting a gf -.- to shen : will try to cheer up but really no mood =/ Monday, March 07, 2005 feeling dead. tired. rejected. lonely. friendless. my shadows the only one who walks beside me...how true. no one cares about me. Sunday, March 06, 2005 self-doubts...recriminations. i'm feeling really down right now...no real reason why. its just that kind of a day...where u stone at home and everyone else goes out and has fun and leave u all alone to wallow in your own self-misery. i guess my day has been something like that. do you ever get the feeling that no one in the world cares about you...no one takes you seriously, everybody treats you as if you're a joke...no one bothers about how you feel?... i suppose i do have that kind of image...someone who doesn't take life seriously...someone who doesn't care about what life throws at him. the problem is that i do care. i do take life seriously...but i much rather find the humour in life then go through it serious and somber and not having the least bit of fun. i guess the best thing i can do now is go to sleep and hope this mood passes soon... Tuesday, March 01, 2005 1. Would you marry for money? definitely not... 2. Have you had braces? i want too but ugly anyway so nvm 3. Could you live without a computer? lol? if you know me well you know the answer =p 4.If you could live forever in any time period when would it be? hmm..anytime within my childhood would be nice but 2004/2005 best i guess because all my friends roxors!! 5. Do you drink enough water? if i didn't i would be dead thx -.- 6.Do you wear shoes in the house or take em off? obviously i take them off -.- 7.What are your favorite fruits? as long as sweet can liao =) 8. What is your favorite place to visit? anywhere with my friends 9. Are you photogenic? ...i am ugly. 10. Do you dream in color or black and white? i don't really dream but colour i guess 11.Why do you take surveys? i don't -.- 12. Do you drink alcohol? =) 13. What is the most beautiful language? something that everyone could understand 14. Do you like being kissed when you are asleep? lol i guess so... 15. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most? both...they both capture the beauty of our world in a few minutes 16. Do you want to live to be 100? not really... 17. Is a flat stomach important to you? lol not really.. 18. Are you tolerant of other people's beliefs? as long as they are tolerant of mine 19.When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? off.. 20. Do you believe in magic? yes. how many magical things happen before our eyes everyday and we miss it because we're too constrained by our own beliefs... 21. Do you think you can draw well? nope 22. Do you like to watch cartoons? yeah!! 23. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real? he isn't???? 24. Do you write poetry? no.. 25. Do you snore? i wouldn't know.. 26. you sleep more on your back, front,or sides? i sleep on my hands on the class table thx 27. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler? neither. i want a cute puppy that i can play with lol 28. Are you basically a happy person? of course lol =D 29.Are you tired? very. 30. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today? i think i drank alot of coke today lol 31. Have you ever met the one off the internet? whats the one...reminds me of the matrix lol. 32. How many phones do you have in your house? too lazy to count.. 33. Do you get along with your parents? of course i'm a guai boy =D 34. Do u smoke? if i'm really burning i guess i will but otherwise no. 35. If you're gonna talk to someone... if i'm gonna talk to someone...i'll go talk to that person rather den do dumb quizzes lol as expected i didn't do well... i think my life has been one big regret so far...hope that'll change soon...but i think i'm too much of a slacker to do anything about it... =( |
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